Week 12

okay so i have put off doing this blog because honestly trying to think of a new sport is actually really diffucult. but honestly i think a mix between volley ball and basket ball would be really awesome. The way you shoot the ball would be different it would be like setting the ball in a way. honestly i dont know what else or how else it would work. I do not know what the rules would be, i really suck at making things up.. im impressed that people can just think things up like its not a huge deal.

Week 16

This year has been a year i will remember. When the year started out I wasn't happy, i was anything but happy, i was really behind in school, I didn't partake in any activities besides choir which I have done my entire life so it wasn't anything new. I didn't want to go to college, I had no goals for myself. I was having panic attacks daily. I was hospitalized for my anxiety and depression, was there for one week. And got out feeling better but was very stressed because I was really behind in school before i was admitted to the hospital but missing an entire week of school and having to come back and jump back into the way of things was terrible. But when the year was over I was okay. I got my first job doing home health care, (I now have two jobs doing home health care). I went to a Panic! at the Disco concert with my best friend (her first concert) and a Shinedown concert with my boyfriend last month (his first concert). This school year I started off doing all that i could do to get my grades up because i knew i could do better than what i had been doing so i tried and i almost had all As and Bs (one C and it was like 2 percentage points from being a B). The way i am going as of right now i will have 5 1/2 extra credits when i graduate. Im doing cheer leading, and im very happy because im making friends, and reconnecting with my sister, who honestly is my greatest friend. And most of all im Happy im very happy with the way my life going right now, things are good, i am good. Life is good, and thats honestly the first time i have ever been able to say that i truly, truly mean it.

Week 10

On Halloween all of the monsters and supernatural creatures come out of hiding to run around and be with all of the people they wish they could be with all the time. They cant do it with out being judged any other time. I would think they feel lonely having to hide all of the time and everyone thinking that they are all just mean, ugly, and evil monsters and supernatural creatures. they cant all be mean evil, right? the ones who are evil probably just find people and chase them around scaring them and tricking them into thinking that they are going to die.

Week 15

So when i was little this girl who would baby sit me and my sister lived one house over and her family would go all out.. I remember one year I was watching them set up they had a paper they all kept referring the entire time. I wouldnt be lying if i told you it took them an hour to just get all the lights and yard decorations out of the garage. I remember them testing the lights the most for some reason, They plugged them all in and went through and found which ones werent working and left to buy a new bulb then they would move on to the next string of lights and left again and got replacement bulbs, which was really dumb because they could have just made one trip but no. Doing all that work is honestly just way to much work for me and my family. we have our tree, we have lights in the foyer and i have a sting of lights in my room and honestly thats just enough.

Week 14

When i get to my locker I get a note. Im not sure who its from but I open it anyways. Its from the FBI. They said its a secret mission, and that I need to meet someone at the park after school. I folded up the note and put it in my pocket thinking it was just some kind of joke, people were always joking with me. I see my best friend and I walk up to here and we are talking and I walk with her to her locker. Im still talking about how much English homework we have to do while shes opening her locker. A note falls out of her locker, looks just like mine did. I kept my mouth shut until she opened it and it said the same thing. She looked at me like I was crazy when I said we should just go to the park just for fun, see what the deal was. It took some convincing but she agreed. After school we went to the park. We sat there for a few minutes when my best friend looked at me and told me that this all just stupid and we should go home. Just as we were going to leave, a black SUV pulls up just behind my friends car, they got out and took us with them. We didn't want to go but they pulled us into the SUV anyways. Finally we found out what was going on. We found our mission. And like I said its top secret so I cant tell you, but I can say we are close to succeeding and when we do the world will be changed forever.

Week 13

Tradition in my family is to go to my grandparents house and have dinner there. Every one shows up but my mom and dad bring us kids first. I have always helped my grandmother cook even when i was little. My sister helps make dessert, my mom steals the homemade noodles, my brothers play outside, my dad and grandpa watch football and talk about absolutely nothing. My Uncle Jay shows up with my cousins, Bailey and Dallas. Me and Dallas fight because he wont stop picking on me, but we play nice when our parents and grandparents come around. My Aunt Amy shows up with my cousins Sami and Tomi. My cousin Tyler shows up like always with his girlfriend. My great Uncle Darrell shows up with his wife and his two kids. Once the rest of the food is done and we wait for the turkey to be done we have to make sure no one gets in the kitchen because they will eat all of the food.

Week 11

This worst advice ive ever been given was to fight someone. and yes i did it and yes i got in a lot of trouble. I dont know why i listened to the person who told me to do it but i did. I regret it and I honestly hate the fact that i did it. after every thing was done and over with i went home and sat next to my mom and told her what happened. The girl didnt mess with me any more but it wasnt the way to handle it. She always picked on me and she wouldnt stop and one day i got sick of it so i hit her and things went down hill. I got a detention the only one i have ever gotten, because i listened to this advice. So i guess the advice worked she didnt pick on me again but i did get in a lot of trouble. Lets just say i never asked that person for advice ever again.

Week 9

My favorite movie is Dazed and Confused. I actually just watched about a week ago with my friend Kinyon and my sister and I have watched it a lot since then. I AM IN LOVE WITH THE SOUND TRACK!! I think that is one reason why I enjoy the movie so much. But its also just really neat and the way people act in it is funny. The way the movie is in it self makes me wonder what it would be like to be me in those days you know? probably not. I  doubt half of you have seen this movie, but its alright. you can watch it, its on Netflix. (Anna no watching it with out me)

Week 7

I think that if I lived in a different era i would like to live in the 60's. I would just like to see how everything was. And I could go to Woodstock, It seems like a great place to meet new people and listen to a lot of great music. I feel like people were a lot more open to new people and new ideas then. I would be able to do one thing I love doing the most with out people telling me I am weird, I would love the just watch all the people see how they act with each other walk around all and just watch and see how different everything is how different everyone acts.

Week 8

 Dear future child,

I hope you become someone who is happy, no matter what. I hope you're nothing like me, I hope you make good choices and do well in school, I hope you have good friends, and most of all I hope you know you can always talk to me because I wont be there to judge you for whatever you do or say. I will be here to help you, and hold you when you need it most. I will make sure you get the support I never got when I was younger. You should know that so many people will love you more than you could ever imagine. I will make sure you know that, and I will make sure you never forget it.

Week 6

When I was little I constantly, CONSTANTLY, watched Aladdin. If the view point was from anyone elses view point I would like to imagine that it would be from the Genies view point. He helped Aladdin out and he liked the kid. He put everything he had to help him and he became invested, things would probably be a little bit depressing for a while because Aladdin didn't want him around and his only purpose in life was to grant these wishes to someone who doesn't want him around. He was locked up for such along time and he couldn't do anything, then someone came around made him feel important and they left. They did make up and Aladdin did realize he was wrong. In the end which is the happiest part of the movie for everyone. He was so happy Aladdin got the girl he wanted and was happy with one final wish left. Aladdin wished for him to be free. After being a prisoner HIS ENTIRE life he finally free and he was happy after so long. Its a great feeling finally being happy.

Week 5

Well I do not doodle at all, I am not good at it in anyway. I dont draw but if i would it would probably be just like flowers or something like that. I think people who doodle are actually really smart people and they should not get in trouble for doing it because they actually focus better when they do it, and i know they do. Ive seen my brother improve in school since he started drawing and doodling, and he gets in trouble for it. it actually upsets me a little if im being honest. i wish i could doodle but it just DOES NOT work out for me at all.

Week 4

I honestly am really excited to start watch Grey's Anatomy again. because I watch it with my family and it's actually really fun. I don't like getting too excited about it because everyone dies and it's just not fun, my dad gets to deal with me, my sister, and my mom all crying because we became so attached to these people that aren't real. But one show just me, my mom, and my sister all watch is American Horror Story (I won't spoil it for you) but we all watch it and we just talk about it. I honestly don't watch the shows because of the story they tell but I watch them solely because it gives me and my family something to have a deep conversation about. and I really enjoy it.

Week 3

IM NOT LYING THIS LITERALLY HAPPENED, NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU THINK IM LYING IM NOT.
Well one time I didn't have my homework with me at school and it was a huge project. Well you see it was in my car, put it in there once I got it done so I wouldn't forget. I didn't forget it but someone stole my moms car that night and everything that was in it. I was in 5th grade and I got a zero on that project because my mom couldn't answer the phone ( she was at work) to tell my teacher I was not lying. I did have a note but the teachers didn't believe when I gave them the note they just thought I was making things up to get out of doing my homework. Anyways that's my crazy excuse.

Week 2

Okayy, well I don't really see anything. but it might be because I'm slightly distracted by the music that anna keeps playing.  I feel like if I was able to just look at them while I was alone I would be able to see something other than black blobs and lines. it honestly probably is a really good way to test someones imagination. if you think about it someone honestly has to use their imagination to get any type of answer in this situation. and it can help someone tell what kind of person you are. like if you see dark and demented things then well you are kind of messed. if you see happy tings like unicorns and rainbows and fairies well you are a happy person.

Week 1

School this year is going really well and I hope it stays that way the rest of the year. I seem to be doing okay in all of my classes which I hope I keep it up. Im really looking forward to all of my classes but honestly English of all of them, taking both English classes I hope to become better at writing and grammar. My goal is to at least get Bs in all of my classes which who knows it probably wont happen but Im going to try my hardest anyway! I really hope to do well, stay organized, and stay happy. Avoiding drama is something that really needs to happen even though i lost some friends to do so, I know I will be happier and more positive as a result of that. I think over the summer I realized doing well and being happy need to come before "friends". I really do believe I will succeed and at least be proud of what I do this school year, even if I don't reach all of my goals I just want to be proud and I want to know that if I can do this and reach these goals I know I will be able to do anything i set my mind to, and i plan to keep pushing myself so this is really just the first step.