Week 25

If i were transported to a place in the world i would really like to go to Texas to see my sister and meet my niece and nephew. I see pictures of them on Facebook ll the freaking time and i cant see them and it just makes me sad that i have no way to ever see them. My family means so much to me and it is a super important to me and not seeing my family just it really sucks. I have a friend down in Texas that i havent seen a really long time so it would be nice to see him too.

Week 28

My dream room would be a room with lights all around the room, i would be able to paint whatever i wanted on the wall and hang what ever i wanted in my room. I would like to have a door that actually closes all the way and a queen size bed just like the one i have now, id like a lot of windows too. i would want a big enough room so i could keep my dogs beg and everything of his in a corner all for him, bc let me tell you that dog takes up a lot of freaking room. I'd want really cool looking curtains to go on all of the windows. Id like to have a little area where i could read and write when i feel like it. I dont like having a TV in my room so i wouldnt need to worry about all of that.

Week 30

Ashli, Kaylee and myself would will the senior card table to Willie and Boston in 5th hour. We also will our lunch table to Kari. I will Hayley my locker, although its not the best there is more room due to the broken one next to it so its not super crowded. I will my desk in first and second hour in Hudsons to Evan because it honestly is the best place to sit in the class to me. I will the ability to keep up and pay attention during the grammar lessons to Shania because honestly, its not easy. I will the knowledge i have about grammar (which let me tell you is not to much, but enough)  to all of the Juniors because they will indeed be needing it. I dont have much to "will' to any of the juniors but i do know they will need the knowledge about grammar because at the end of the year its just super crazy and difficult to keep up with everything. So another thing that i would will to all of the juniors is the little time management skills that i actually have because at the end of the year you have a to of stuff to do and its honestly just insane how well you have to manage your classes at once.

Week 31-32

Most Interesting Part: Probably watching how many people moved seats because they were fighting with their "friends". so many people moved in each class though out the year and yes i was one of them. but it was interesting watching how people are (sometimes) grown up enough to just move seats and carry on with class and pay attention as if nothing had happened.
Least Favorite Part: okay so probably me trying to deal with the obnoxious people in these classes, i like them all and I have no issue with any of them but some days the amount they pushed me was just about to much.
Thing I Learned or Improved Upon the Most: In my writing I have gotten better at keeping things in the correct tense while writing stories. I've gotten better at
Favorite Memory: Probably the morning Hudson was SUPER hyper and she was just to much. Then Kacy looked at Hudson and asked if she snorted coke before school, because honestly thats how freaking hyper she was!
Best Thing About Hudson as a Teacher: If I ever need help with anything I can just ask her, she doesn't look at me like I am stupid or make me feel small because I have a hard time grasping the concept of something. She does everything to make sure we have fun, and we learn while having fun. she doesn't mind if we get a little off topic because she understands that we are stupid kids and cannot focus on one thing for to long. She listens and she cares when you are having problems not only in class but with anything. She has been there for me to talk to when I have had my bad days and there has indeed been a lot of those.
Thing Hudson Could Improve for Future Classes: Creative Writing - spend a little less time doing poems. not because the students don't like them I just think that there is so much more that we could have covered in class. Writing poems was good and fun, but honestly it gets super boring and everyone stops caring after a while. yeah that is our problem as students, but when things get boring we are just bound to stop caring as much. Comp/Novels - Well, honestly this class wasn't my favorite and I couldn't tell you why either. The stories we read seemed to take a lot of time and the conversations we had about them seemed to get way to heated and it honestly made me anxious some days knowing that we would have to have a conversation about something they class was equally divided on and some people felt super strong about. So maybe instead of letting the conversations get super heated and frustrating if its one of those things that people feel strong about maybe make up an assignment or something because honestly I feel like the reason the stories took so long is because of the amount of time we spent arguing about things.

Any Final Comments for Hudson: Keep doing what your doing, you're a good teacher and you care so much about all of us. It really means a lot knowing that we all have a teacher who genuinely cares about us and if we do well.

Week 29

My advice for the up coming seniors is honestly just to have fun and do NOT let anyone tell you that you can not do something. yes i know it sounds like something you would hear all of the time but its the truth. If you want to do something then just do it because what everyone says about it doesnt mean a single thing. Another thing is that just surround yourself with good friends and just good people. Dont let someone drag you down because they enjoy all the stupid drama, dont let them drag you into their drama. and if your one of the people who love drama and all of the attention that comes along with it, get over yourself because I have noticed that MOST seniors dont want to deal with drama. There will be the people in the class that just wont grow up but dont let them bother you with whatever they think or say. Honestly, to make the year the best you can make it just do what you want to do and dont worry about what people are saying about you, dont let stupid people drag you into the stupid high school drama that doesnt matter.

Week 27

If I could be in any profession for a day I would probably want to be a school counselor or just a counselor in general. It seems like a a really difficult profession but i like to help people. especially people who  have been thought  or are going through the same things that I went through. You need to be a good listener and you need to be able to listen to how people are feeling instead of just hearing what is going on and jumping to judgement and telling them how to cope by just hearing the situation. You have to pick up on peoples body language and how the say certain things. you have to be able to show a person that they can trust you and that they can tell you how they are feeling. You cant pass judgement on anyone no matter how stupid or dumb you think that heir problem is.

Week 26

If I had unlimited time I would probably just spend a lot of time with my family and my little sister. I would spend more time giving my dog attention and clean my house so my parents wouldn't be so stressed out about it and worrying that its to messy (which it really isn't, I mean a little messy but five kids what can you expect). I wish I had more time so I could just get everything that I need to get done, done. I have so much to do at home and with school, its just crazy how much time I use to spend doing nothing and now I NEVER have time to do anything, like at all.

Week 20

Umm i think having a super celebration for my little brother and sister being adopted, like once a year on their adoption date. oh i think that would be so much fun. they would both get really really exicted and happy and i would too. my entire family would come to celebrate it and just have fun with everyone one and spend time with family and people who really mean the world to us and people who care about us and you care from them.  We would have food, and games and pictures. I want to super celebrate it because those kids deserve to know how much we really do love them, and how much of an impact they have had on our lives.

Week 22

My favorite love song inst really a normal love song i guess, but i think it counts. Its called Miles Away by Memphis May Fire. its literally about him having to leave his wife, and how hard is for him. But he needs to do this because his fans need him and he loves doing what he does. Its about him feeling alone because he left his wife. He doesn't know what to do. I think it counts as a love song, because hes so torn between his wife and doing what he loves more than anything. Hes asking for strength to do what he is meant to do. And honestly i think thats beautiful.

Week 21

WARNING: I am prone to random "dancing", singing and laughter.  I may be loud and mood swings bound to happen at some point with in the day. dont expect to care to much about drama or just pathetic high school crap. if you are negative around me, i will indeed tell you to shut up because i DO NOT care.. at all. I care a lot about myself, who i am not what other people think but what i think and whats good for me mentally. Expect to have me there for you when youre having problems with school, or family problems, drama but how to focus, stressing. I give really good advice, and I really do care about people, all people.

Week 24

villains do nothing on their days off. they watch movies and be lazy like everyone else. they really just wanna chill out because i am assuming that being an evil villain is a ton of work. They probably just sit there not even thinking about what they are going to do next, or not thinking of the next evil thing they plan on doing because who wants to think about work on their day off? I know i dont want to think about work and i love my job so i have a pretty good feeling they wouldnt want think about working either.

Week 18

I have two infomercial products at my house and one is useful and the other one is just stupid honestly. we have a pan at my house that we use all of the time because its really awesome and works really really well. Its like a copper non stick pan, its super easy to clean too. the other thing i have is like these toy rockets that to shoot up into the air and they have a super bright light on them and they make a really cool noise, and yes thye are my brothers and yes i did play with them a lot! But they are totally useless and are cool unless its super dark. 

Week 17

So when the world comes to an end i think that there is just guna be total craziness. no one is going to know what to do, no one is going to have any clue on who they are and what they are suppose to do. When the world ends it will be because humans have destroyed the every single thing we need most to surive . We already are doing that so lets me be honest i dont give to much longer before things start to go down hill.. and some people might just cause the world to end way sooner than we expect it to.

Week 23

I break stereotypes because i hate shopping, like i hate it more than anything in the world, like yay let me go spend my money on stupid crap that i really do not need, but you know its "FUN!" like no stop its stupid. I also HATE, HATE, HATE drama and gossip its literally stupid, like yes let me waste my time and energy on stupid bs that wont matter with in the next month.. like what? people need to stop wasting their time on stuff like that because all you are doing is just making things harder on your self than you should.

Week 19

Family. Thats all that there is to this picture. My family is everything to me, my family is one thing i could no live with out. I love my family more than anything and honestly I would change anything I had to for them. 

This is a picture of a concert. Music has been a really really big part of my life. Going to concerts for me is like im being allowed to be myself, listen to music, and dance without being judged for being me. Music is a stress reliever to me, music is how I am able to express myself

These are crystals. And they help keep me on my feet, they help me clear my mind and most of all keep my balanced.  Right now I only have three crystals, but I always have them on me and they always help me. When i am having a bad day i just hold them in my hand and try my hardest to relax. And since i started doing this i have felt much more at peace with myself. 

This picture show my fascination with how the brain works. How we as humans are. I think it is amazing how the mind works and how we develop our personalities. Mental health has and always will be a big part of my life. Dealing with my mental illnesses makes me wonder why those things happen. This picture represents Psychology which is what i plan on going into when i graduate.   

This picture shows how hard i am trying to find peace. Finding peace is my goal in life, to be one hundred percent at peace with myself, with the world, with people, with the universe.