Week 12

okay so i have put off doing this blog because honestly trying to think of a new sport is actually really diffucult. but honestly i think a mix between volley ball and basket ball would be really awesome. The way you shoot the ball would be different it would be like setting the ball in a way. honestly i dont know what else or how else it would work. I do not know what the rules would be, i really suck at making things up.. im impressed that people can just think things up like its not a huge deal.

Week 16

This year has been a year i will remember. When the year started out I wasn't happy, i was anything but happy, i was really behind in school, I didn't partake in any activities besides choir which I have done my entire life so it wasn't anything new. I didn't want to go to college, I had no goals for myself. I was having panic attacks daily. I was hospitalized for my anxiety and depression, was there for one week. And got out feeling better but was very stressed because I was really behind in school before i was admitted to the hospital but missing an entire week of school and having to come back and jump back into the way of things was terrible. But when the year was over I was okay. I got my first job doing home health care, (I now have two jobs doing home health care). I went to a Panic! at the Disco concert with my best friend (her first concert) and a Shinedown concert with my boyfriend last month (his first concert). This school year I started off doing all that i could do to get my grades up because i knew i could do better than what i had been doing so i tried and i almost had all As and Bs (one C and it was like 2 percentage points from being a B). The way i am going as of right now i will have 5 1/2 extra credits when i graduate. Im doing cheer leading, and im very happy because im making friends, and reconnecting with my sister, who honestly is my greatest friend. And most of all im Happy im very happy with the way my life going right now, things are good, i am good. Life is good, and thats honestly the first time i have ever been able to say that i truly, truly mean it.

Week 10

On Halloween all of the monsters and supernatural creatures come out of hiding to run around and be with all of the people they wish they could be with all the time. They cant do it with out being judged any other time. I would think they feel lonely having to hide all of the time and everyone thinking that they are all just mean, ugly, and evil monsters and supernatural creatures. they cant all be mean evil, right? the ones who are evil probably just find people and chase them around scaring them and tricking them into thinking that they are going to die.

Week 15

So when i was little this girl who would baby sit me and my sister lived one house over and her family would go all out.. I remember one year I was watching them set up they had a paper they all kept referring the entire time. I wouldnt be lying if i told you it took them an hour to just get all the lights and yard decorations out of the garage. I remember them testing the lights the most for some reason, They plugged them all in and went through and found which ones werent working and left to buy a new bulb then they would move on to the next string of lights and left again and got replacement bulbs, which was really dumb because they could have just made one trip but no. Doing all that work is honestly just way to much work for me and my family. we have our tree, we have lights in the foyer and i have a sting of lights in my room and honestly thats just enough.